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Pengecut!

Kalo orang lari dari kenyataan, namanya pengecut
Kalo orang melihat kenyataan terus menyerah sebelum bertanding, juga disebut pengecut
Kalo orang capek melihat kenyataan, terus menyerah, bisa jadi juga disebut pengecut
Nah, kalo Oma apa?

Oma capek, muak, benci, sebel, kesepian, malas, fade up, dan gemas melihat kenyataan, dan sekarang Oma lagi membiarkan sisi iblis dan sisi baik bertengkar dalam relung hati (ciee,.. bahasanya!). Masih belum tau sapa yang menang.

Jika si iblis menang, Oma bakal join the club, untuk jadi pengecut
Jika si malaikat menang, Oma, mungkin bakal disebut makhluk paling goblok abad ini, tapi bukan pengecut.

Semuanya tergantung,
sebenarnya Oma melakukan ini buat sapa sih?
Buat boss?
Buat orang-orang yang membutuhkan?
Buat naik gaji atau naik jabatan?
Buat (kebanggaan dan prestige) Oma sendiri?
Atau buat Tuhan?

Ya,...
semuanya tergantung.

Comments

Ulmster said…
nia, i think u know the answer.. for God and for God only.. ulma doain dr jauh ya, semoga nia diberi kekuatan menghadapi apapun.. diberi kesabaran..love you, Gbu..!
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