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The Untold Story

Gue baru aja sembuh dari penyakit ketergantungan 'NIMO.'


Fewh, untung aja.

Dulu pas masih SMP, gw nge-fans banget ama drummer salah satu band lokal asal Jogjakarta. Nie beli kaset-kasetnya, trus kalo pas mereka konser ke Surabaya, kota kelahiran gw, pasti deh nonton dan duduk paling depan, of course buat ngecengin drummernya.

Waktu pun berlalu dan gw masih tetap suka ama cowok ini.
Dan gw tetaplah hanya fans sejati drummer ini.

Tibalah saat kuliah, dan gw kuliah di luar negeri.

Long story short,salah satu housemate gw pas gw kuliah adalah temen basket drummer band itu pas di Jogja dulu. Waaaah,… pucuk dicinta, ulam tiba!!!

Gw bisa kenalan ama drummer ini, sebut aja namanya Rio. Awalnya dikenalkan lewat situs pertemanan, Friendster. Trus, berlanjut di dunia chatting, e-mail dan SMS. Finally, pas gw back for good ke Indonesia, gw telpon-telponan ama Rio.

Seneng banget akhirnya bisa kenalan dan ngobrol-ngobrol ama tokohidola!! Nah, keliatannya ndak, dosa ya. Malah seharusnya ini adalah good news!! Dream Comes true.



Tapi actually, gw udah punya cowok.



Gw nggak sayang ama Rio, gw hanyalah fans sejatinya. Gw sayang banget ama cowok gw yang udah gw pacari selama 6 tahun lebih. Namun, lama kelamaan, hubungan telpon-telponan dan SMS-an gw ama Rio makin intens. Dan (parahnya) gw menikmatinya. But, the bad news is cowok gw nggak tau!

Akhirnya, gw mengaku semuanya ama cowok gw. Awalnya dia biasa-biasa aja, dan dia menganggap apa yang gw lakukan tidak fatal. But, setelahdia tahu, bahwa setelah pengakuan dosa itu gw masih contact ama Rio,cowok gw marah besar.

Hubungan kami terancam putus.


Rio, yang juga tahu tentang masalah gw dan cowok gw, bukannya mundur,malah makin gencar PDKT. Dan, Rio pun bilang kalo sebenarnya dia suka gw.

Bingung.


Gw tetap pada pemikiran gw bahwa gw tuh ngga cinta ama Rio, gw cinta ama cowok gw, tapi gw still nge-fans ama Rio and seneng banget ngobrol-ngobrol ama dia.

Dan, gw pun harus memilih. Gw meninggalkan Rio. Gw ganti nomor HP. Gw ngga balas lagi e-mail Rio, dan memilih untuk setia dan menyayangi cowok gw.


Fewh,.. suatu perjuangan yang sangat keras.

'Nimo'-ku, I'm sorry, goodbye.



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