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Omanya Oma

Di waktu ku kecil, gembira dan senang
Tiada duka kukenal, tak kunjung mengerang
Disore hari nan sepi....ibuku bertelut
Sujud berdoa ku dengar namaku disebut

Di doa ibuku, namaku disebut
Di doa ibuku kudengar, ada namaku disebut

(by Nikita)

Sepenggal lagu ini adalah lagu favorit my Grandma, almarhumah Grandma (penggunaan kata 'Grandma' bukan mau sok jadi Cincha Lawra, tapi karena ntar takut salah pengertian antara Oma dalam arti sebenarnya atau Oma Nia).

Kemarin, tanggal 6 Agustus, jam 08.30 WIB Grandma menghembuskan nafasnya yang terakhir.

Cukup mengejutkan.

Jadi teringat mimpi Oma yang terakhir, sekitar 2 minggu lalu:

Grandpa (yang in the real life actually juga uda meninggal 4 thn lalu) datang, masuk ke kamar Grandma. Oma kaget dengan kedatangan Grandpa yang kali itu mengenakan batik berwarna biru. Oma pun bertanya "lho, grandpa mo ngapain di sini?" Grandpa menjawab "Mau jemput Grandma." Dan Oma pun melihat Grandma beres-beres baju, masukin ke koper.

Sedih, memang.

Namun melihat Grandma akan pergi ke better place, Oma pun berusaha mengusap air mata dan berlagak tegar.

Goodbye, Grandma

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Nie, turut berduka cita yah...=(

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