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it's been a while

Gosh
it's been a while Oma ngga nulis blog tercinta ini
Hm....

What's up, Oma?

Hm,... how should I start?

Okay, I have been good actually, despite all the flaws happened in life, yeah, I am in one piece, still. Maybe it sounds a little bit cynical or upsetting; yet I am honestly okay. My life has been so different, let's say, compared to my first period in Holland.

It is now more challenging, of course, but it also is more complete. Stefy came together with me to study and now he lives in the Hague, too. I feel happier. We often cook together. We do grocery shopping together. It's been fun!

So, if I feel upset in the morning, or assignments and research have been tough, I know that someone at home waiting for me. Someone that will give me a smile or a hug to ease my pain for a while.

It's been good.

School stuffs have been reaallly tough!
I know some of you are familiar with my hard-working attitude. Yes, I still am like that. But, this time it is not just me overdo everything, but I am this time required to be hard-working, never give up, persistent, and push more!

Maste study is really hard. I wouldn't have imagined that it will take up so much time. Study, school, research, internship, reading books, consultation, socialise, discussion, homeworks, research, research and research.

A couple of weeks ago I told a friend of mine that if she is not crazy enough to want to study as much as I am now, thus don't enroll to any master degree yet. It's true tho! Or is it just me? Please Dita, correct me if I am wrong.

In the past I could have plenty of relax time, but now, relax time is precious! If I have one, I will use it very very well.

Working Life?

Hm,... exciting! I now work at Nuffic, not a full-time job (yet), but it is for my research. I have to admit that it ain't easy to work there, because you've got to speak Dutch there. But, they really support me to improve my Dutch and I too have to push myself.

To cut a long story short, hm,.. I just had surprise. Speaking of having job in Holland, maybe, I don't have that yet, but I did recieve an offer to extend my internship at Nuffic. This time, I will help their event in Thailand. It means,... I am going to Thailand *doing the winning move*

I really thank God for it!


I do hope that people at Nuffic see my passion and hard-working thus they will hire me to work full-time there *fingers crossed, toes crossed*

Is there any other new things I wanna tell? hm,....
Maybe next time :)

Ah, good to be back writing

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