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This time, I choose to runaway

Pernah ngga kalian berpikir esensi kalimat ini “the closer you are to someone, the more likely you get hurt”?

Beberapa minggu ini Oma merasa seberapa penting dan benarnya kalimat ini. Ya, semakin kita dekat dengan seseorang, semakin besar kemungkinan orang itu untuk menyakiti perasaan kita.

Then, I started questioning myself, to what extent I want to get hurt?

The answer is no one would like to get hurt, if they can choose, neither would I. Oma tidak pengen disakiti, karena, indeed, rasanya sakit.

Then, another question arises, if you know that you would get hurt once in a while, then why do you want to become closer and closer to someone?

Yes, this time, I again choose to runaway
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