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You selfish, handosme, little thing!

Sudah 3 hari ini, aku berpikir-pikir
menanyakan pada diriku berulang-ulang: am i stupid?

Kupandangi fotomu di FB, asking: do i like you?
Why do i like you, if I do?

Lagi-lagi jawabannya, no, thank you, i don't love you

So, i am stupid, then.
because i am still following you online wherever you are
Frikin' silly me.

no, no, no, i dunot love you
neither do i care about you.

no, no, no, no

never ever would you ask how i am
neither do you know what my favorite color, my favorite music, the book i am reading, things i am having trouble with
neither would you care if my best friend's husband passed away

then, why would i still think about you?

gosh, you,.. selfish, handsome, little, cute thing!
self-centred, adorable #$?!*%#

i am still a little too not over you.

fewh,.. why?

Comments

Unknown said…
coz he's a selfish handsome little cute thing self centred adorable #$?!*%#.. wakakak xD
coz he's like you but not really
coz youre just curious :p
pOe said…
setujuh... curious. it's not love.
Oma Nia said…
can you imagine, it's been 3 frikkin years!
why can't we just stop?
i stopped, and he came back to my life
he never showed up, I started missing him
by the time i succeeded to forget him, I got a message from him in my mobile phone
gosh,..
tiring!
Unknown said…
i think i have a perfect theme song for that. right ulm? :p

"Why you have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you..
Must you make me laugh so hard?
It's bad enough we get along so well

Say Goodnight and Go"
Oma Nia said…
HUaaaaa
ini to maksudnya kamu kasih aku lagu
weleh weleh weleh
Unknown said…
u can't get over him coz u haven't had him

langsung sosor aja oma!!!!!11 :p

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